Sunday, April 15, 2012

Act for one more day- Sing till the eventide

Soothing silence of the dark night,
Fleeting thoughts igniting the mind
Revelation of wisdom enlightening the senses,
Shadow of self, strutting with pride
Soul has shed the layers of pretensions,
Verity unveiled, principle unbind
Mask of truth, façade of grace, cloak of courtesy,
Denude, dismantled, disrobed in the hide
Whisper of wind punctuated with murmurs,
Creating a symphony of mellow and mild

Voice of conscience reverberates in the alleys,
‘Self’ is startled with the mystery of find
Where you were all through the years?
When I was in tears, torn and tired
Calm voice- smiles and chides,
Conscience dies in the sea of lies
Snobbish ‘Self’ confides in its gratifying reflection,
Bewails the sense of deception and divide
Comfort of company grows with the night,
Time passes with the celerity of ride

Alas! callous day is knocking at the door,
Sun is furious, rays unkind
‘Self’ will be lost in the brightness of the day,
Conscience will vanish in the darkness of the wild
Captivating smile, Confident walk, elegant attire,
Charade of the day begins with the morning tide
Disguise of truth, visage of virtue, display of valour,
Act for one more day, sing till the eventide

Sunday, April 1, 2012

Yet Another Crossroad...

Yet another crossroad of hope and despair,
Yet another struggle of calm and clamour

Vulture of failure is hovering around,
Carcass of spirit is lying on the ground
Tiered hands orchestrating the mundane chores,
Flashing smile in the fake surround
Anxious mind asking for the answers,
Zealous heart caged and confound
Tempting dreams beckoning from the strange habitats,
Alluring promises of growth unbound

Yet another crossroad of hope and despair,
Cloud of darkness engulfing the glare

Dream or mirage, escape or insight,
Senses are silent, prudence astound
Fancy of glory, fear of gloom, fullness of life and fangs of doom
Dilemma of mortals to choose from abound
Purity of soul, Prayer of Divine
Life with purpose, the purpose of God

Yet another crossroad of hope and despair,
Loathing and Longing will continue forever

Sunday, January 29, 2012

Arab Awakening –A Spring of Hopes

The Protestor
Humankind would remember the year 2011 for the wave of protests cutting across the political boundaries of the globe, though varied in nature, scale and impact. From Tunisia to Spain, from Manhattan’s Liberty Square to Cairo’s Tahrir Square – the world witnessed an unprecedented phenomenon of people awakening and asserting to change the small world around them. It was not surprising when the Time magazine declared the ‘The Protestor' symbolising the global movements (that includes Arab spring,TheIndignant's movemement,The Tea Party movement, and Occupy Wall Street movement among others) as the ‘Time Man of the Year’.
The protests across the different countries erupted because of the varied reasons mired in the local problems - protest in Middle east was against the repressive regime and for the right to participate in deciding the policies that would shape their future, Occupy movement was against the economic policies of America (policy of laissez faire etc.) that had strengthened and empowered the hands of 1% population and created huge economic disparity among the various sections of the society. India also experienced its first televised mass protest against the corruption of the political class. Among the multitudes of the protests ‘The Arab Spring’ emerged as the most impactful voice of the rebellion that created the ripples around the globe and redefined the role of people courage and conviction in changing the destiny of the nations. Slogan of the demonstrators ‘ash-shab yurid isqat an-nizam'(the people want to bring down the regime)ignited a fire in the desert.

Desert on Fire
People of Tunisia would never forget the twenty six year old young university graduate Mohamed Bouazizi who set himself on fire against the repression of the President Ben Ali regime of Tunisia. The fire did not extinguish with the death of the young crusader in the capital city of Tunisia-riding on the wind of change ,fuelled by the stories of anger and anguish shared on the social networking sites ,flamed by the passion of the young generation it engulfed the Arab World encompassing the North Africa and Arabian Peninsula. Sight of the people with steel like heart and rock like spirit, demanding for their rights at ‘Habib Bourguiba Avenue’ in Tunis , at ‘Tahrir Square in Cairo and on the streets and lanes of the Libiya and Syria sent the shock waves through the corridors of power. King and their men (that includes the self appointed caliphs, chest thumping dictators, presidents who hate democracy and brave monarchs who kill their own men) felt the tremor of change.

Spring of Hopes
The revolution that rocked the Arab world has kindled the hopes for a better future in the heart of the millions inhabiting the Arab land. The hope emanates from the fortitude of the brave people of Tunisia who weathered the storm of terror and tribulations and ended the 23 years rule of President Ben Ali unceremoniously. The zeal and enthusiasm of the men and women defying the rising mercury ,standing in the serpentine queue to vote for their leaders in the historic election strengthens the belief of the people keenly watching the unfolding of the events for a new “Tunisia’.
Hosni Mubarak, the once invincible president of another African nation Egypt had to relinquish power after ruling for three decades. The power unleashed by the people marching on the streets of Cairo and the unparalleled display of grit and gumption by the men , women and children at Tahrir Square changed the course of history .Longest serving President was deserted by his own army and abandoned by his long time friends in power. The years of silent sacrifices and endurance by the people propelled the desired change of the guard at the helm of national affairs. It would be naive to believe that the rule by Military Junta (SCAF) represents the aspiration and wishes of the people of Egypt. But the struggle continues with the unwavering determination for changing the rulers and rules of governence.
Bloodshed and revolutions are not oxymoron – unlike other countries protest in Libya was an armed struggle by the rebel fighters backed by the NATO forces. Western super powers played their nasty game of one-upmanship in the disguise of NATO forces striking to help the rebellion fighters to ouster their enemy ‘Muammar Muhammad Abu Minyar Gaddafi’ and export their version of democracy .Bloodshed on the streets of Libya by Gaddfi’s men equally matched by the rebel fighters would shame every sane soul on the planet earth. Brutal "King of Kings of Africa" Muammar Gaddafi was brutally killed by the rebel fighters in collusion with the self proclaimed champions of human rights. NATO backed ‘National Transitional Council(NTC) has assumed the power amid the prevailing chaos and bloody civil strife.
There is a strong undercurrent of political and social changes sweeping across the Arab land. The road ahead is long mired ininsurmountable challenges - but I can sense and see the ray of hope for a bright future in the dark smoke arising from the ruin and rubble of the war:

"ab bhii Khizaa.N kaa raaj hai lekin kahii.n kahii.n
goshe rah-e-chaman me.n Gazal-Khvaa.N huye to hai.n
Thaharii huyii hai shab kii siyaahii vahii.n magar
kuchh kuchh sahar ke rang par-afshaa.N huye to hai.n"

[Though autumn still reigns but in places, nevetheless
The sound of singing can be found in some corners of the garden]
[The darkness of the the night does not seem to lessen
Yet the colours of dawn can be seen in the Eastern sky]


March to Democracy and aftermath
Entire Arab world is going through the turbulent and tumultuous transition. Path to sustainable democracy is stalled by the heaps of stumbling blocks of the various shapes and sizes. Onus lies on the newly elected leaders to seize the opportunity lying in the sea of distressing crisis to address the aspirations of the people. Foremost priority of the governments should be to build the credible and independent institutions of the democratic structure. Independent institutions act as a safety valve for venting the grief and rage of the people in a society undergoing radical transformation.
Seed of democracy sown in the Arab land may not yield immediate fruit; it requires people to exhibit the extreme restraint and patience to allow democracy to take its root. For the political commentators and analysts, it is easy to debate and deliberate about democracy as an idea or ideal form of government but the process of building effective democracy to deliver goods to the people is slow and painstaking. Arab nations’ experiment with the democracy is being closely watched by the array of social scientists, observers and political analysts spread across the nations.
‘Will the democracy survive in this ‘part of the world’ is a million dollar question that cannot answered , can only be analysed retrospectively looking in the callous ‘Mirror of Time’. Enabling democracy to work effectively is the collective responsibility of the people & their representatives as the cost of failure in this politically volatile region would be extremely high for all the stake holders. I congratulate and extend my best wishes to the young generation of the Arab world to live happily and peacefully with the newly found love ‘Democracy’.

Monday, January 2, 2012

My New Year Resolution- Explore, Observe and Express

Alarm clock is crying full throttle like a nagging wife bumbling and babbling in her coarse voice. Chilling wind is knocking the at the window-pane with the rage of an angry employee just out of a rough session with his yelling and hostile boss. Infuriating clocks are the necessary evil that continuously reminds us of the celerity at which lively present becomes a dead past that can only be relished or mourned.

I started my first day of the new Gregorian calendar 2012 with a rebel lion against the tiny clock that was trying to dictate my free soul .After muffling the voice of the tiny machine, I closed my eyes and silently wished if I could defy the erratic demands(at the most inopportune time) of the ‘Big machines’* (*Big machines are the progressive and smart souls who have shed their ‘Humane characteristics’ voluntarily, to transform themselves into machines with the inherent intelligence- This is known as ‘Evolution with a Difference’ ).

Shrouded in the layers of a blanket, having nothing else to do I started my search for an ideal ‘New Year Resolution’. My thoughts strayed and crossed the boundary of the enticing present to enter into the den of the mysterious past –suddenly, depressing and comforting events of the yesteryear started to flash before my eyes like the video projected on the well lit up giant screen hung on the rocky roof of the den .Images of the free flowing cocktails and the lively urban population shaking their legs on the crowded dance floor to welcome New Year was telling the story of shining India ,in a moment I was enjoying the sight of Tunisian people voting to democratically elect their rulers , pleasing sight did not last long- it got punctuated with the horrible images of the blood bath on the streets of Libya, I could feel the pain on the forlorn faces of the people of Greece appearing on the imaginary screen, and then there was the defining image that brought me back to the real world of rapidly changing fortune–proud Barrack Hussein Obama was announcing the death of their old friend and new enemy Osama Bin Laden from the sprawling and shimmering White House .

My abstract journey through the corridors of the past in search of the ‘New Year Resolution’ left me enervated though enlightened with the facts of the conveniently ignored past. I am not sure if, I can ever see the hazy roadmap of the future in the rear view mirror of the past. Perhaps, the sensible realization that sneaked into the guarded zone of my grey cells silently and surreptiously on the chilling winter morning during my rendezvous with the past is to explore and observe the world around with the keenness of a child and share the stories of triumphs and tribulations with the passion of a revolutionary poet.

This gave birth to my ‘New Year Resolution for the year 2012’-Explore, Observe and Express.

Having discovered the elusive ‘New Year resolution’ boosted my confidence and energy to quit the comfort of the bed room and start my day on a spirited note by documenting the reflections of the vivid images of the preceding night. Though I am skeptical about my ability to sustain the sudden surge in the spirit for scripting my experiences and silent observations but I would try even if I fail believing in the famous saying “Every accomplishment starts with the decision to try.”

New Year Party

How are you planning to celebrate the New Year? .One of my relatively new friends asked casually while stirring the coffee delicately and dexterously. As always I did not have a fascinating answer of this baffling and boring question. I tried to explain my views and my reasons of reluctance to join the high octane New Year’s Eve parties with simple examples and at times with some complex raison d'être. I argued passionately and assertively, evenly punctuated by the small pauses of coffee sips.
Alas- these gentlemen refused to understand and appreciate the power of reasoning on a coffee table discussion. They obliterated my cogent arguments that supported the idea of introspection and rejected the celebration as a waste of time and money. After numerous failed attempts to convince them, I thought to join their planned party as a fellow traveler to understand their perspective that ‘life is not necessarily a statement of profit and loss account measured against the pre defined benchmark, it is indeed about living the life'.
Maneuvering the traffic in the rainy evening ,we reached the happening discotheque of the city that seemed to have been recently renovated and extended to accommodate the pouring young crowd in this unkind weather. We settled in a corner, chatting and observing the incessant flow of liquor of all varieties to keep the folks warm and wild. The music got louder as the night grew darker , dance floor was bursting with the energy and finally the countdown began, crackers exploded, champagne oozed out of the bottle and the people roared at the top of their voice - Here comes the new year 2012.
It was interesting to realize the power of these spirited and thrilling moments that make you enjoy the present and forget the woes of the past and worries of the future. I recalled the beautiful poetry of famous urdu poet ‘Noon Meem Rashid’ that aptly describes my thought of the moment.

“Ai merii ham_raqs mujh ko thaam le
zindagii se bhaag kar aayaa huu.N mai.n
Dar se larazaa.N huu.N kahii.n aisaa na ho
raqs_gaah ke chor daravaaze se aakar zindagii
Dhuu.NDh le mujh ko nishaa.N paa le meraa
aur jurm-e-aish karate dekh les

ai merii ham_raqs mujh ko thaam le
ai merii ham_raqs mujh ko thaam le”

(Noon Meem Rashid)


Party reached its logical conclusion and we parted our ways .It was irony to see the people lying on the ground and some lucky one being pulled like a baggage by their companions.
It was indeed an exciting and enlightening experience that helped me to understand the perspective that I always ignored - Introspection and celebration are not the mutually exclusive activities, you can choose your own way of celebration- ‘Dull and decent’ or ‘Loud and pompous’

Monday, December 5, 2011

The week that was - Excerpts from Nigeria Diary

Ramadan in Nigeria
It has been four weeks since we landed in the capital city of Nigeria. Initial fears of malignant mosquitoes and risky reptiles crawling around have withered but not over, it is still alive in the morbid imagination that takes over me in the scary silence of the secluded room. Even friendly encounters with the colourful lizards frolicking in the lawns and roads, freezes my feet. During the evening hours, I usually confine myself within the familiar walls of my comfortable abode, thanks to the friendly advises of the fellow residents. They cautioned us against the prowling mosquitoes coming out of their safe hidings for their routine postprandial walk (with their extended family) when the tiered sun is on its way back to the safety of the darkness.
It was not just another Saturday - ignoring the advice was the only possible choice ,I broke the self imposed curfew to have a glimpse of the delicate shy crescent that would mark the beginning of the ninth month of the Arabic calendar –holy month of Ramadan*. After failing to find the trace of the moon in the thinly overcast sky, I returned back to my residence with a profound sense of disappointment
Solitary place, unfamiliar culture and elusive sense of objective are distressing and disturbing but it also provides an opportunity to look into the mirror of past and cherish the beautiful memories. There was a time- long way back during my school days when the moon sighting particularly for Ramadan* and Eid* used to be exciting and thrilling occasions. We used to stand in the open sky outside the mosque after Maghrib prayer* competing for the first glimpse of the crescent.
Ramadan* is an auspicious month of spiritual reflection, worship and charity. Indian culture of Iftar parties, aroma of traditional Iftar, delectable and mouthwatering delicacies makes it further special.
Alas –The fervor and enthusiasm of the yesteryears are nothing more than faded memories covered with the dust of time. Needless to state -I would miss the unique buzz and excitement of the weekend Iftar parties and the delicious Iftar.

The Great Fall- Dwindling Dreams
World was watching with abated breadth - Journalists , economic experts and rating agencies across the globe were providing the minute by minute update from the proverbial boxing ring where the arch rivals Republication and Democrats were fighting for one-upmanship. Largest economy of the world was on verge of debt default that has already crossed $14.3 trillion (currently borrowing at roughly $47,000 per second.).Another interesting insight comes from the fact that the single biggest holder of American public debt is the Chinese government, which owns some 26 per cent of U.S. Treasury securities (a total of $1.16 trillion worth). Economic giant of 20th century is tumbling and trembling in 21st century.
Fall of American economic prowess does not augur well for the economy of the rest of the world as witnessed during the most recent of the US recessions caused by the subprime mortgage crisis. Its reverberation will be heard across the globe – though scale may vary.Economic progress, affluent society, unlimited opportunities and the razzmatazz of the American cities have attracted many young professionals from India. For the great Indian middle class dream of going to USA is cultivated by the young generation throughout their formative years. Those who accomplish are respected by the society, admired by the friends, envied by the peers and their parents feel proud and elevated in their neighborhood.
Economic downturn will reduce the opportunities for the fellow Indian computer savvy professionals who nurtured their American dream for years. Their desire to join the self proclaimed elite club of NRI and enjoy the glitz and glamour offered by the American cities may shatter like a sand castle washed away by the rising tide.
Human history is full of the stories of rise and fall of the companies, communities and countries. Every fall and decline of the country’s economic and political influence has its own dynamics – It creates serious and complex social and political imbroglio that strengthens the hand of jingoists and encourages the policy of protectionism
It is time for the new generation to chisel and reshape their dreams, to discover and explore the new destination. I would conclude the discussion with the beautiful and pertinent phrase- ‘Move with the cheese’ (This phrase was coined by Spencer Johnson in her motivational book ‘Who Moved My Cheese’)

Nigerian Literature
Literature is the mirror of the society- it reflects the cultural, social and political conditions of the people through the captivating tales of romance and revolution, heart wrenching stories of human tragedy and the anecdotes about redemption and hope. The written tradition of literature was introduced to Nigeria in the 15th century by Arab scholars and trader that was further enriched and augmented with the subsequent arrival of Christian missionaries. Nigerian literature in English has evolved over a period of time thanks to the collective efforts and endurance of the great writers that include Nobel laureate ‘Wole Soyinka’ ,’Chinua Achebe’, Amos Tutuola ,Abu Bakar Gimba and Ben Okri who won the Booker Prize for Fiction in 1991 for his book "The Famished Road"..
Nigerian women writers have made significant contribution to the development and evolution of literature in Nigeria. Flora Nwapa was the first woman in Africa to publish her work that inspired many other feminist writers. Renewed female writers of Nigeria include ‘Buchi Emecheta’, ‘Zulu Sofola’ and ‘ Zaynab Alkali’ who attained prominence with her debut novel ‘The Stillborn’.
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*Glossary:
Iftar: Meal served at the end of the day during Ramadan, to break the day's fast
Ramadan: It is the ninth month of the Islamic calendar. For Muslims it is the month of fasting.
Maghrib Prayer: The Maghrib prayer is prayed just after sunset, is the fourth of five formal daily prayers performed by practicing Muslims
Eid: An Arabic term meaning "festival" and more specifically any of the following festivals celebrated by practicing Muslims
Eid ul-Fitr which marks the end of the month of Ramadan
Eid al-Adha which is celebrated to commemorate prophet Abraham's willingness to sacrifice his son for God

Notes from Nigeria

A Night in Obajana
I was thrilled to see the panorama outside my bedroom window, rain drops were shinning like pearls in the white street light against the pitch black colour of the night. Green leaves of the trees were dancing and singing at the whim of the wind. Sound of the rain droplets falling on the roof in unison with the drumbeat of the roaring clouds and symphony of the wind was creating a perfect orchestra for the music connoisseur.
Night has just begun to grow darker and still in the village of Objana. It is small a place located in the central Nigeria far away from the capital city of Abuja. Objana is known for the Dangote Cement manufacturing plant –It has large sprawling complex, captive mines for the raw materials, dedicated power plant and two colonies for the employees and official guests. Roads in general are dilapidated and the primary mode of public transport is motor bikes that carry the men, women and children manoeuvring through the lanes and highways to their desired destination. Presence of Chinese bikes all around was telling the story of the shift in economic power(According to report ‘Digital Megatrends 2015-The Role of Technology in the New Normal Market’ published by ‘Oxford Economics ‘China will surpass the US to become the world’s biggest economy by 2018, when measured by purchasing power parity)
I am staying in a decent apartment with slanted wooden roof in the guests’ colony, surrounded by the brick wall and barbed wire; streets are well illuminated though gets shrouded in the layers of silence as the night descends; lush green lawn along with the trimmed shrub and trees spread around makes it a perfect place for soothing morning walk. Visitor’s colony also has a cafeteria that serves the Indian food along with the local delicacies.
Hands of the clock seemed tired, it was not even 9.00 pm and I had already finished my dinner and the ritualistic post dinner snooker practice followed by some lazy walk. Switched off the television as the screen was hazy and shaking probably because of the heavy rain. Sleep was still far away and the night had not covered even half of the distance, after enjoying the visual treat of the African monsoon through the transparent window panes, I got into the silent conversation with my best companion – the books.

Triple Bottom Line
I am reading the book ‘New capital Manifesto by Umair Haque’ which I bought at the airport while coming to Nigeria. It is an interesting book that talks about the constructive capitalism and has been written in the hindsight of great American economic crisis triggered by the toxic loans like the aptly named NINJA (no income, no job and no assets). Author states with the fine blend of ardour and anguish that ‘The unvarnished truth is that capitalism is past its prime .It’s an ageing paradigm that has hit the point o maturity .It was built in an industrial age, and the rust and iron on its weathered iron and battered rivets are beginning to show’ .He passionately suggests that ‘It’s time to replace it with a better kind of capitalism, that is intelligent, just, virtuous – and that does deliver the goods’. It is just a sheer coincidence that I started reading the book by an ardent advocate of the capitalism just after finishing the Arunadhiti Roy collection of essays ’Broken Democracy’. She has tried to draw the attention of the collective conscience of India about the appalling and alarming social conditions of the tribal and adivasis whom we have conveniently chosen to ignore for the years immemorial. She explains the phenomenon of industrialization (being described as the panacea for the ills and sufferings of the poor adivasis) that is bound to displace and rob off the millions of the adivasis of their living deity. She goes further and asserts that ‘There is an MOU, on every mountain ,river and forest glade .While for adivasis the mountain is still a living deity , the fountain of death and life , key stone of the ecological health of the region, for the corporation , it’s just a cheap storage facility Goods in storage have to be accessible’.
Every model of development (Invisible Hand of the market or the iron hand of the government control) designed to bring prosperity to the nation and its people (classes or masses) has and will always be debated, deliberated and challenged. There will be people on the either side of the rope, all making supposedly cogent, intelligent and intellectual argument to substantiate and strengthen their view points.
Irrespective of the development model chosen by the government of the day for the common good of its people – its results have to be measured and evaluated using the concept of ‘Triple Bottom Line’ (corresponding to people, planet and profit).This phrase was coined by John Ellington in his famous book ‘Cannibals with Forks’ for an accounting system that records and reflects the social and ecological performance along with financial performance of the organizations. Development model that fails on any of the three dimensions would not be sustainable and ultimately would lose faith and credibility of the people.

Nollywood
Nigerian cinema industry is popularly known as ‘Nollywood’. It is one of the largest film industries in the world in terms of the number of movies produced each year. I am yet to comprehend the science and art of the naming convention of the film industry that always ends on ‘wood’.

Nigerian PidginNigerian Pidgin is the lingua franca used across the Nigeria for the informal conversations. It is a made up of ‘British English’ alloyed with the local words and is spoken in the regional dialects.

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

Health of the Public Health Services

I was trying to fall asleep in the middle of the slightly overcast humid night, lying in a corner of the bed; my eyes were glued to the metallic ceiling fan, radiating the dim green light of the night bulb falling on its rotating blade. Unknown fears that had imprisoned my grey cells for long, stood in my way to embrace the sound and soothing sleep. Suddenly my cell phone rang, sending jitters down the spine. It was a call from my friend, alas; her father had the stroke like symptoms and is being rushed to the medical college hospital. My mind went numb for a few seconds; I gathered all energy to pull myself out of the bed and raced towards the hospital. On my way to hospital, I tried calling the doctors I knew or could think of at that moment of shear helplessness.

Mere sight of the emergency ward was horrifying; patients stained in blood crying with pain and agony. Maneuvering the crowd of anxious attendants and wailing woman, I found her father lying on a stretcher in a corner of the emergency ward, being attended by a doctor encircled by the flustered family members.

Medical college hospitals are not known for the agility and quality of the services they offer, thankfully, my brother had already spoken to the doctors on duty and who in turn ensured that all the necessary tests and monitoring are done. After spending two terrible hours, doctor advised us to transfer the patient from emergency to CCU ward.

CCU is a small glass room comprising of approximately ten beds for the patients who need critical care. It was shocking to see the state of the place reserved for the patients with critical conditions; healthy mosquitoes were singing and dancing in full spirit, glass door was oscillating on its hinge, making irritating sound each time a person entered and left the room. Just outside CCL there was a thick layer of dirt and filth spread all around. People distressed and exhausted by the tiring day were sleeping on the floor with the exception of some blessed souls who could find the makeshift beds. Toilets were stinking and squalid; it was almost impossible to use it without turning off all the five senses given by God to feel the world around.
Night was horrible, it was passing like the sand trickling down the sand glass and I felt like counting the imaginary sand. I went to the attendant on duty to enquire about the patient’s condition; he was a relatively young guy, frank and forthright, trying his best to sound intelligent using the difficult technical verbiage. His counterpart nurse seemed to be engrossed in a never ending telephonic discussion, occasionally disturbed by the anxious attendants. She felt annoyed and angered, when I informed her that oxygen does not seem to be flowing in the pipeline that is causing serious breathing problem for the patient. Thanks God, she moved a few inches and could make the necessary arrangements.

Next morning(working morning which does not include Sunday), cavalcade of doctors led by two gentlemen in darks suits and colourful ties (apparently senior doctors) came for the check up and review. It seemed to me nothing more than the perfunctory and mechanical orchestral performance that sans genuineness and empathy. They advised for a couple of tests after speaking to fawning junior doctors exhibiting their readiness to crawl when asked to bend very much in line with the great Indian tradition.

After spending four harrowing nights at the hospital, he was discharged in much better condition though disease cannot be diagnosed. It was not possible without the help and guidance provided by the doctor friends. For those who are not so lucky, it could have easily taken weeks or even months

After regaining a bit of strength, we took the patient to another doctor in a private hospital for further investigation as advised by our doctor friend in the medical college .This incident disturbed and depressed me immensely, primarily because of the callous attitude of the hospital management towards the weaker section of the society who cannot afford to go to a good private hospital. Hospital support staffs in general were rude, insensitive and notably careless. I lost my calm and composure, and just stopped short of slapping the ward boy when I saw him shifting a patient from bed to stretcher like a lifeless object.

Three days and four miserable nights spent in medical college hospital confirmed my apprehension that “Hospital Management is indeed like a rudderless ship with no sense of direction and purpose”. Significant symptoms of management illness were ubiquitous like the suffocating dirt and filth spread across the length and breadth of the hospital. I must appreciate the unwavering spirit and indefatigable energy exhibited by the junior resident doctors to make the hospital functioning. Perhaps, it is the only silver lining visible in the dark clouds of despair and distress.

Public health system in India is catering the vast majority of the low income population. It has crumbled due to lack of infrastructure and trained medical professionals, wide spread cancer of corruption and incompetent management abetted by the insensitive government democratically elected by ‘We the People of India’ .Gravity of the situation are better explained by some of the heart wrenching facts such as ‘Around 3 million people are suffering from HIV and 2 million children die every year from the easily preventable diseases’.

There is a paradigm shift in the health policy of the Government of India. It has changed from being a ‘comprehensive universal healthcare system’ as defined by the Bhore Committee (Health Survey and Development Committee, under the Chairmanship of Sir Joseph Bhore, submitted in1946) to a ‘selective and targeted programme based healthcare policy’ with the public domain being confined to family planning, immunization, selected disease surveillance and medical education and research.

Collapse of the corroded structure of the public health care services has allowed private health care services to flourish unregulated that often leads to the exploitation of the patients. According to the World Bank report published in 2002, irrespective of income class one episode of hospitalization is estimated to account for 58% of per capita annual expenditure, pushing 2.2% of the population below the poverty line. Even more disconcerting is the fact that 40% of those hospitalized had to borrow money or sell off their hard earned assets.

Captains of the industry who are fascinated by the potential growth opportunities offered by the health sector are at best indifferent to the plight of the fellow Indians. The great Indian upper middle class excited by the McKinsey prediction of mammoth growth in fledgling health care sector are equally concerned about rising cost of health services. Helplessness of the fellow brethren who die silently in the secluded corner due to apathy of the state towards the health care services does not grab the national headline. English speaking new generation who claim to be the harbingers of shining India are too busy to think and talk about the trivial issues.
Alas -these pain and angusih have been aptly expressed by the great urdu poet Zauq in his famous couplet:

'Duniya ne kiska raahe-fana mein diya hai saath
Tum bhi chaley Chalo yuhin jab tak chali chale'

(Who's come to the rescue of some one who's about to leave the world!
You too keep moving till you can move on)